The club this weekend… OH MY GOODNESS!!!

So, we got ready for the club on Saturday night. It was short skirt night,  so of course I was willing to put it on.

I had my short skirt, a black thong, high heels, no bra, revealing shirt, my trench coat, and a smile on my face as we walked into the club. I missed actually being there and being accepted for who I am. My boyfriend and I went there with the intentions of playing with the owners… ambitious? Maybe! But, we had already kind of made plans to play. By the way, the owners are HOTT!

Okay, so we go and talk to the female owner who is gorgeous, inside and out…. unfortunately it was her time of the month (we call that shark week). So, my boyfriend wasn’t going to play, but he still encouraged me to go ahead and play, even though that meant he would not be involved at all.

Now, the male owner… he is very nice and fun… oh and did I mention he has a huge cock! His dick also has a huge curve down in it. When my boyfriend and I played with them before, the owner’s dick was painful to take in my smaller pussy.

After I finished 2 drinks I went and found the owner and slipped into an empty room with him… the fun began immediately began. We undressed and I started to suck his dick. I stated that I didn’t get a chance to do that before and his response was something about, oh you poor thing, or something about  you poor deprived girl… it was funny. We talked a lot, well more than I expected. After I sucked his dick, he went down on me for a bit. Then, he rolled a condom on and we started sex. Holy crap he is huge! I tried spreading my thighs further apart, but that didn’t help. I was wet, but it was hurting too. Oh, and he is a kisser and very gentle despite how large he is. So, we switched positions to doggy style. That position is much more tolerable. He slipped out a couple of times so we had to lube it up some. After a few minutes of that he suggested we stand up…. the bed already had 2 wet spots on the sheet. I walked around to the back of the bed and put my hands down flat… he was behind me, leaning against the wall. We started in that position and it felt good… I left a puddle on the floor. About halfway through with that position though, my bladder and urethra were screaming from the pain from the  constant beating.

I had to stop the sex because of the pain becoming overwhelming in my bladder region. Once we stopped, we climbed on the bed and I sucked his dick some more. He didn’t finish as it would have taken him forever with a condom on. So, I sucked him for a few minutes and then he wanted to cuddle… kisses, rubbing, and bodies wrapped together post-coitus. Now, my bladder had needed release for a while now, but I cuddled some. Then, after a few more minutes we got up and got dressed.

He still had a hard on and I feel bad about not giving him a release, but I did try with my mouth. I am not, however, willing to have sex without a condom just to let him reach an orgasm. I think he was okay with how things turned out.

As that was my first time playing seperate, I think it went well. I was really nervous, but relieved, to see my boyfriend once done. It was hard to walk afterward… before leaving the room I made a joke about possibly needing a wheelchair to get around… I could have used one though.

Once I told my boyfriend everything that happened, I felt better. He was fine with it all and was actually aroused by it. But, after I told him, he said he was extremely tired and expressed his feelings of wanting to go home. We packed up and got ready to leave. Making our way out, we said our goodbyes, and we got on the road.

When we got home though, my boyfriend and I had sex. He made me cum and then it was his turn… even though earlier we had sex in the bath and he came in my mouth. It was so nice. I love sex with my boyfriend. It really is perfect to me and for me and my body.

So, a great ending to a great night. Yep, I look forward to many more with my boyfriend.

I am sending out good vibes and wishes to you all!

Another Friday spent swinging!

About 2 Friday’s ago…

We went to another house party. This one was further away than we’ve been yet, and we brought our friend who is in the lifestyle now. We drank, we ate, talked, and played games. We played beer pong and flip cup again for a while. This time, when those games were done quite a lot of us got into the pool naked…

Yes, we went skinny dipping. So, most of us who did get in the pool naked ended up having sex with our partners (me and my boyfriend did, but not enough for either of us to cum, it was a tease)… we also ended up touching a lot of other people that night too. My boyfriend had his balls felt by another sexy lady and I felt her husband’s… we were comparing softness. I ended up sitting on that husband’s dick without penetration, just putting my butt on him to warm him up a little after the pool. My boyfriend was sitting on the couch with the wife hitting on her… but, we did not switch or have sex at that party with anybody other than ourselves, even though others wanted to.

We even left early due to our friend who we took… he lost his wallet, keys,  and phone. He thought he put his stuff on top of our vehicle, but the vehicle that parked next to us was almost identical. So, we ended up walking and searching for his things but we never found it. We packed our things and headed home.

Once we dropped our friend off at his house and drove down the road some… I had pulled my boyfriend’s dick out and was rubbing it… we stopped at the end of that road at the stop sign.

When we got to that stop sign, we bot got out of the vehicle and we had sex. I was facing the vehicle and he got behind me. It felt so good. He made me squirt and flood that part of the road. There was a huge wet spot over the pavement when we finished. Then, we climbed back into the vehicle and drove home. Thinking about it now makes me squirm! Mmm.

Once we got home I know sleep happened. I think this night, despite our friend losing his stuff, was one of the best parties we’ve been to yet!

Now, for the story of this past Friday…

Today is another day

My breakfast and lunch on my birthday. It is just like every other day and I will treat it as such.

Also, since I had my IUD taken out, having my cervix measured, samples of my cervix taken, and having my IUD replaced, my doctor said no sex for 2 weeks. So no, I don’t even get birthday sex.

I wish I could get nerdy with it…. I would like some birthday sex, but I can’t. Granted, I did lick and get licked back by a chick on Friday night… but to me, that doesn’t count. Also, it made me just want my boyfriend in me even more! I know it could cause extreme pain and a possible infection, but I want my boyfriend for my birthday…. even if it is just for a moment.

Oh well… today is a regular day and my week shall be the same as every other.

I am sending out good vibes and warm wishes to you all!

I think…

I think that I am going to put up a few more pictures… after this weekend that is. SO, what kind of pictures do you guys want to see??? Let me know and I will see what I can do.

Another weekend on the horizon… well, duh, time doesn’t stand still…

Yep, after work tomorrow we will start another weekend. And, this up and coming weekend is full of plans. I have to shave tonight because I will not have time to do so after work tomorrow. Then, we have a house party to attend tomorrow night. Then, we have to leave the party early so my boyfriend can attend a pre-release for MTG (Magic The Gathering). Saturday, I am not quite sure what our day plans are, but that night we are going to the club. Also, we are taking a single male friend with us to the club. We are not taking him for our use, but taking him because he really wants to go. Then, on Sunday I get to drive my boyfriend to the airport. He is flying to NY for work training. That drive is around 3 hours and then, I get to drive back home… hopefully, I will be able to have a riding companion. I do not want to fall asleep on the way back. Once I get back, I will be lonely.

The start of the new work week will begin the following day before 7 am. Monday, Tuesday, and Wednesday are going to be ssdd… but, then after work on Wednesday I will drive another 3 hours to go pick my boyfriend back up from the airport. I am going to have to either switch Thursday with the teenager or just not go in at all.

Also, a few things… I went to the specialist for my IC and I have revised my plan for my medications. I am going to be tapering off of most of my medications, which is great, but then I am also going to be giving myself another catheter too. So, I will be taking less medication, but adding another catheter. I hope that this works out for my body. I do not like taking medications like this. Hopefully, I will be free of almost all pill medicines in about 2 months.

And, on another subject, both of our oldest kids are going on field trips next week! Our oldest son gets to go to the zoo and our oldest daughter gets to go watch a play at the local high school.

I have one more thing…. I love music. I dig all flavors and styles of music, it just depends on what mood I am in. I, however, do not like songs in where the words are repeated over and over with nothing new to say. I listen to it, but that does not mean that I have to like it. Yes, I understand that most singers get more play on the radio with a catchy hook or chorus, but it does not need to be all that comprises a song. And, it has started to get on my nerves hearing singers not properly articulate their words. Such as, “don’t cha”, or when a singer is supposed to say “you” but says “choo” instead.

Ugh, no wonder our future generation’s speech and language skills have dropped. If their role models can not speak properly then, how can we expect the generation to do so? They don’t even teach cursive writing in school anymore. Everybody is abbreviating their words and this is becoming acceptable today. And, electronics today… they take precedence over books and written language. I think that everyone should take courses to refresh their language skills, vocabulary, and even writing skills.

Okay, well… I hope that you all have a wonderful day. I am sending out warm wishes and good vibes to you all.

Okay, now for last weekend!!!

FRIDAY NIGHT!!! Wow, that was an awesome night and party!

First off, on Friday before the kids got out of school, I packed overnight bags for both kids. One was going to the other parent, the other to a friend’s. After they left, we got ready to go to a house party. The theme was naughty lingerie and boxer night. I finally decided on an outfit I have never worn before, but it was definitely naughty. It was sheer with sparkles, open spaces at the boobs and vagina that had bows you could untie and pull apart, and the back was almost non-existent, except for a ruffled thong. I paired that with my new black shoes and my naked body.

Once we arrived, the party was going and I wasn’t ready to take my over clothes off just yet. So, we began drinking. We mingled and talked. We flirted, teased, and watched. After a few more drinks, I was ready to reveal my naughty lingerie. Once my clothes came off, the flirting and teasing really began!

I had multiple people touching me and ladies kissing me. Hell, even my boyfriend had 2 ladies pull down his pants out on the porch and start sucking his dick right there. While they were shoving him in their mouths, I went and started fingering and play with them both. A bit after that, me and my boyfriend walked out to the other porch and I proceeded to play with another chick out there. I fingered and rubbed until she squirted everywhere. She flooded the porch and caused a huge puddle. I then, went in because I had to use the bathroom…. I was waiting in line and one of the chicks who was touching and trying to kiss me earlier, came up, grabbed my arm, and knocked my drink all over me and the couch! It was the rest of my cherry red moscato.

After the drink incident, and having my boyfriend help me clean up, we proceeded to continue drinking and mingling. It was so much fun! Eventually though, we were ready to go home and sleep. Once we got to the vehicle and on the road, I noticed just how much alcohol I had consumed…. a lot. Yep, I was drunk.

Well, once we made it home we decided to have sex. I was either going to be sick, fall asleep, or have sex…so we chose the sex. Oh yes, I flooded our sheets and bed. So much that even Saturday night our bed was still wet! While we were having sex and I was squirting, my boyfriend was getting soaked too. When he was going to finish, he came on my stomach. Once, done and he was out of me, he kind of fell back because he started to not feel good. I stayed laying down and didn’t get up to clean off… then, after a bit I woke my boyfriend up to lay the right way on the bed and I rolled over and went back to sleep. We both passed out without cleaning ourselves up. The next day, however, I needed more sleep and had a huge headache, and I was not able to attend my friend’s sex toy party.

When I woke up Saturday, I took my meds, pain reliever, drank some water, and then dozed back off for a bit. I woke up next to my boyfriend telling me that he was going to the store to get stuff for the party. Right, it was our oldest daughter’s birthday! So, I jumped up, got dressed, and went with him to the store.

When we got home from the store, I baked the cake, we set up the stuff outside, and we got ready for people to show up. The cake was delicious. It was pink velvet. The food were the Totino’s pizzas. We had ice cream too! The kids were having so much fun. Even though only one person showed up, out of who she handed invitations to, there were still plenty of kids running around. My brother and his family showed up. My boyfriend’s family and their people and kids showed up… so yep, plenty of kids and people. All that matters is that our daughter had fun, and she did.

After that day and the party was over, we relaxed. It is a food thing we at least relaxed that little bit because the next fews days and week would turn out to be stressful!

Well, now you know what we have been up to… what about you? I hope you all are having a great day and enjoy your weekend!

Sending out warm thoughts and good vibes to you all!

What a frickin week!

Let me start off by saying, this was supposed to be spring break for the kids, and my boyfriend had this week of as well. Okay, now I can tell you what all has happened…

It all started on Sunday night. On Sunday night, I was heading to bed, and the kids were able to stay awake a bit longer. We also had our other 2 boys over. So, with 4 kids in the house and my boyfriend playing D&D with his friends, our house was kind of full. I was laying down for a bit over 10 minutes when I was informed by my boyfriend that our oldest was sick.

Starting out with our daughter throwing up and having diarrhea at the same time, my night was sure to be interesting… oh how right that statement became. She soiled blanket after blanket, underwear, her clothes, my clothes, and sheets. Then, our oldest boy started to throw up.

Now, this was getting horrible! With 2 sick kids, the fact that I still had work in the am, and my boyfriend had company over and was on vacation…. I was just hoping that I didn’t get sick.

So, our son was only vomiting. But, he was throwing up so much that eventually it was just bile and stomach acid. The whole time he is sick, I was having to carry our daughter to the bathroom and place her in the tub. She could not even walk, it had gotten so bad. Then, it started nearing, I guess, around 5 when our next to oldest son threw up and had diarrhea too.

3 out of 4 kids were sick. I automatically had him strip out of clothes, down to his underwear, and sleep on the floor with his blanket and pillow. Now, once the first boy got sick, and between me taking care of everything, I taped plastic bags to our daughter’s bed. I, also, had her strip to her underwear, and I had our oldest boy in a sitting up position to sleep.

I took care of our sick kids until well after the sunrise Monday morning. Our daughter’s sickness started easing off around 7, our next to oldest son only had that one episode, and the last time our oldest son threw up it was around 9:30 Monday morning. At around 7am when my alarm went off, I went ahead and called out of work. I still had sick kids and they needed to be taken care of.

I finally got sleep after 9:30ish and only slept a total of about an hour. I was exhausted when that day was over. When Tuesday morning rolled around I got up and went to work. I still didn’t sleep much Monday night, but I couldn’t miss another day of work. After I got home on Tuesday, my boyfriend had to leave and go do work, even though he’s on vacation. While he was gone, I was still doing laundry, and cleaning, I started to feel bad…

While trying to put clean bedding on our daughter’s bed, I had to run to the bathroom. Yep, I was sick… and so, it began. The horrible pain associated with whatever stomach bug this was, was the worst pain ever. Once I started,  I went ahead and told my boss that if it didn’t subside then I wasn’t going to be able to make it in on Wednesday. And, I am glad I did that earlier because it didn’t subside. I was in bed by 7 pm Tuesday night. I was freezing at first so I got in the shower and sat under the water, washed myself, and warmed up.  Around midnight I took pain meds and my muscle relaxer to ease the pain. I stayed in bed until after lunch on Wednesday. I was still in pain and running to the bathroom every so often. My lower half was inflamed and hurting to the touch, due to all of the bathroom time. At least the pain meds and muscle relaxer helped. Wednesday night was a bit better, for everything. On Thursday morning I got up around 9:30ish and showered, shaved, and then went to work by 11. (Me and the teenager switched a few hours because she had her rehearsal dinner and impending wedding on Friday to get ready for… as well as her honeymoon cruise…she will not be in again until the 28th.)

I worked Thursday until 5. Once I was off of work I drove home, rinsed off, and then proceeded with getting ready. Oh yeah, I forgot to mention that on Monday we had to cancel our dinner and dessert plans with our friends… so our “rain check” was rescheduled for Thursday night. Yep, after getting ready we headed to see our friends. I was feeling so much better and when we got there we had fun! Yes, lady play and wetness were a ton of fun!

So, last night after we got home, we went to bed and slept. My alarm went off this morning and I prepared to be at work until 5! Yep, a full day of work for me today. When I get home I will be with the kids… by myself tonight, once my boyfriend leaves for the game/card/hobby shop. Then, when he gets done there, he and his friends will come back home.

Tomorrow, Saturday we shall get up and spend time with our kids. I am also hoping that he will ink me tomorrow, hopefully anyway. Then, tomorrow night, after dinner, and after we take our youngest daughter back to her grandmother, we will be getting ready to attend the club! Yes, the club! Tomorrow is pirate themed. I get to wear my pirate wench outfit again! I am excited about it. We have not been to the club in over a month.

Oh my, I forgot to tell you all about last weekend and Friday! I guess another post is on the way!

Think for yourself and be your own person.

After another sexual weekend at the club, and playing with a couple we have played with before, I am calm and refreshed. These experiences at the club chip away at my stress. It is not just being able to be myself and not be ashamed of who I am on the inside, it is also being surrounded by like minded people. I ate a delicious pussy this weekend, sucked dick, had sex, and enjoyed all of it! I realize now, that I was meant to be where I spiritually, mentally, and sexually am at today. I am thankful to have my boyfriend who has helped me and continues to uplift me everyday. Sexually, he is the perfect partner for me. He encourages my sexual side, and I only hope that I return the favor! I mean, I was eating a pussy as he was cramming his dick into it… it was so frickin HOTT! Oh my gosh, I am wanting some sex right now… maybe me and my boyfriend can get to that when I get off of work. I love sex, but I am not a slut. I am sexually enlightened. I am sending out good vibes and warm thoughts for you all. I hope that you all have a wonderful week!

Naked lady cuddles? Yes, PLEASE!

Alright, here is what when down last night… me! Haha. Yep, I went down on a sexy chick, who I’ve had the pleasure of her company before.

Me and my boyfriend, got ready and headed to our friend’s house for dinner. We ate, we talked, and then I went to the restroom and came back out without pants on. Next time I will do that sooner! After walking out without pants, we still continued to talk and watch a bit of tv. A little bit later, we migrated into their bedroom and that is when I had to start things off.

Once in the bedroom, I started rubbing her on the outside of her pants. Me and her fiance took off her pants and underwear. Then, I really started my assault of her pussy. Some of the time I was sucking her clit like I was a vacuum! I even went down on her while her boyfriend was sticking his dick in and out of her vagina. The words, “she is so good”, came out of her mouth while I was down on her. I was biting her, scratching, pulling hair, I even lightly put my hand around her neck to squeeze it ever so gently. And, while I did these things to her, my boyfriend behind me stuck his dick, toys, and his fingers into my waiting and ready vagina.

It has been probably over 2 weeks since we last actually had sex! Yep, you read that correctly. Before last night, it was at least 2 weeks since we had sex. And, wow, was I ready for him. He made me cum and squirt, and it was delicious! I was being squirted on all over my front by the sexy lady and I was squirting too! It was awesome! I hope that me and my boyfriend get to have sex again sometime soon.

Maybe at some point in time today or tonight before my boyfriend leaves? I guess I will find out later.

A couple of things…

Okay, a few things, I went to another doctor’s appointment and my downstairs is still not cooperating, I can’t shake this sleepy feeling, we went to the club this weekend, and our gaming is becoming more prominent.

On Friday, I did not work because I had a doctor’s appointment with my bladder specialist 1 and 1/2 hours away. Yep, we are at an impasse with my interstitial cystitis. In order to help my bladder heal, more aggressive forms of treatment is our course of action. I now have to start giving myself catheters at home. Yes, you read that right. I have to insert a catheter myself and then, I have to directly inject my bladder with medication. Ugh, I am dreading having to start this. All I can do is feel pain when I think about it. I was showed how to do this on Friday and it hurt a lot. But, I have to do what I have to do in order to possibly feel better and help my bladder heal.

Alright, so after my doctor appointment, our oldest daughter went to her other parent’s house. Then, later, a sanctioned Magic The Gathering Tournament was scheduled. Yep, my boyfriend proctored this Magic event at our local card/hobby/game shop. He is becoming friends with the owners. Now, they wanted to get started at around 6:30 pm, but it wasn’t until later that they started. My boyfriend also took our oldest son with him to the shop. Yep, my son played games with the owner’s son for over 7 hours. He had a blast! They finally came back home after 1 am. I was excited that my son had someone to go play with.

On Saturday, after we all got up, we had breakfast and hung around the house. My boyfriend, his friend, and I played some Magic together. Now, we planned to go to the club this night! It was pajama themed night! Now, for this event I wore my red night gown and matching black lace panties. It looked like a dress. It is a gorgeous crimson red trimmed with black lace. I felt as if I might look alright. We went and got to hang out. We talked to those we know and some we just met. We did not have sex with anyone, not even with each other. We have not had sex in probably at least 2 weeks due to my vagina not cooperating. I hope it gets better. Oh, and this night… one of the owner’s looked particularly delicious! I could have jumped all over that if my lady parts were working correctly. Oh well, maybe another time! Around 1 am, I think it was, we drove home and went to bed.

Then, on Sunday, after playing a couple games of Magic (I won both!), we went to the card shop and dropped off a collection of heroclix. As our son was playing with the owner’s son again, we went and walked around the blocks in downtown. After that, we drove to a restaurant and had a quiet lunch. It was nice and yet, I was nervous for my son. He is growing up so much. We have been discussing the idea of having our kids go spend the night with friends, or have their friends come to our house and spend the night! Yep, I get nervous even typing that. My kids are growing up and I want to protect them from all potential harm… Also, Sunday we got our youngest daughter! Yes, the one who my boyfriend is currently going to court over. It was so nice to have her around. She is definitely more defiant and less disciplined than we had her more. We can tell they let her do whatever she wants at all times. Ugh, but hopefully the courts will help us out and do what is right for our daughter.

Okay, well, on to Monday. I got up and went to work. Fun, right? NOT! I was tired and hungry yesterday. When I cooked dinner, I got some help from our two oldest. As dinner was cooking I talked about getting our boys from their grandma this weekend. So, once I got the okay about them, I am happy to say that we will have all 5 kids this weekend! But, on Friday night, it will be just me and the kids because my boyfriend, our roommate, and their friends are going to the shop to play Magic. Yep, that means I will be by myself with the kids. Today, I brought food to work, but I couldn’t eat it all. I have also, tried falling asleep here on my desk. But, hopefully I can get to sleep earlier tonight.

Tomorrow, after work I have yet another doctor’s appointment. I will be getting my test results from last Monday as well as discussing all that is going on with my body. Let us hope that we get good news!

Oh, also… one of the funniest things my son has ever said, was said this weekend. It was Saturday night, it was dinner time, before we left for the club… as we are discussing what we should do for dinner and concluded that we wanted to order pizza. Right before we were going to order, my son looked at us and said, “don’t come crying to me when you don’t have any money, because I only have 2 dollars”… ! It was so hilarious the way he delivered this line. We could not stop laughing. Holy crap, it is still cracking me up.

Also, we are really looking to possibly move to a different house this year. Preferably a house that we can rent to own.

Okay, well, now that I have caught you all up on what has been going on, I shall wish you all a great week. Sending out good vibes to you all.