Think for yourself and be your own person.

After another sexual weekend at the club, and playing with a couple we have played with before, I am calm and refreshed. These experiences at the club chip away at my stress. It is not just being able to be myself and not be ashamed of who I am on the inside, it is also being surrounded by like minded people. I ate a delicious pussy this weekend, sucked dick, had sex, and enjoyed all of it! I realize now, that I was meant to be where I spiritually, mentally, and sexually am at today. I am thankful to have my boyfriend who has helped me and continues to uplift me everyday. Sexually, he is the perfect partner for me. He encourages my sexual side, and I only hope that I return the favor! I mean, I was eating a pussy as he was cramming his dick into it… it was so frickin HOTT! Oh my gosh, I am wanting some sex right now… maybe me and my boyfriend can get to that when I get off of work. I love sex, but I am not a slut. I am sexually enlightened. I am sending out good vibes and warm thoughts for you all. I hope that you all have a wonderful week!

Naked lady cuddles? Yes, PLEASE!

Alright, here is what when down last night… me! Haha. Yep, I went down on a sexy chick, who I’ve had the pleasure of her company before.

Me and my boyfriend, got ready and headed to our friend’s house for dinner. We ate, we talked, and then I went to the restroom and came back out without pants on. Next time I will do that sooner! After walking out without pants, we still continued to talk and watch a bit of tv. A little bit later, we migrated into their bedroom and that is when I had to start things off.

Once in the bedroom, I started rubbing her on the outside of her pants. Me and her fiance took off her pants and underwear. Then, I really started my assault of her pussy. Some of the time I was sucking her clit like I was a vacuum! I even went down on her while her boyfriend was sticking his dick in and out of her vagina. The words, “she is so good”, came out of her mouth while I was down on her. I was biting her, scratching, pulling hair, I even lightly put my hand around her neck to squeeze it ever so gently. And, while I did these things to her, my boyfriend behind me stuck his dick, toys, and his fingers into my waiting and ready vagina.

It has been probably over 2 weeks since we last actually had sex! Yep, you read that correctly. Before last night, it was at least 2 weeks since we had sex. And, wow, was I ready for him. He made me cum and squirt, and it was delicious! I was being squirted on all over my front by the sexy lady and I was squirting too! It was awesome! I hope that me and my boyfriend get to have sex again sometime soon.

Maybe at some point in time today or tonight before my boyfriend leaves? I guess I will find out later.

Oh my goodness!!! This past weekend!!!

So, this past weekend was so much fun. After work on Friday, me, my boyfriend, and our 3 of our kids went and saw the new Hunger Games movie. It was awesome! Then, me and my boyfriend did something for the first time… we went to a house party! Then, on Saturday night we went to the club. And, Sunday we hung out at the house before my boyfriend went to his last night of work in that position with his company.

This house party was thrown by people we knew from the club. They actually live in the same town as us, so it was easy to find and a short drive. Well, let me first say that we were invited to the party by 2 other couples, well the ladies at least. They both asked, the one who was throwing it and who owned the house, at separate times. Alright, well, after the movie we came home and showered and got ready. Then, we headed to our first ever house party. We had beer, chairs to sit, and smiles on our faces. We saw the couple we first tried to swing with, that ordeal was a disaster, but they didn’t bother us. We drank a few beers, chatted, watched the lady on lady fun that was going on. I greeted some of the ladies with kisses, sucking and licking on their sexy nipples and tits, and a few ass grabs. After a little bit more alcohol, lady greetings, and watching the others have some fun… I went in for some fun of my own. I walked over to where one of the chicks who invited me was straddling her boyfriend, and I started to suck on her tit. Somehow, her boyfriend got my tit in his mouth and sucked on one and his sexy lady got the other in her mouth. I kissed her, nibbled on her, and grabbed a bit of hair. Then, while I was kissing, licking, and touching on her, the other chick who invited us came over and started on me. She automatically reached a hand down my pants and started touching my wet and hot pussy. It was so very hot…. Both chicks sucking, touching, and kissing on me and each other. After a couple of minutes the one lady behind me moved to my side and my boyfriend came up from behind me. He started playing with my pussy. He went faster and faster and made sure he was hitting my spot because before I knew it, I was squirting all down my legs. I squirted so much that it went down into my shoe and soaked my bottoms that I had on. Then, he went for another good squirt and yet again, I squirted so much that it went down into my other shoes… my feet were a bit sloshy! It was amazing. All the while I was fingering the hot lady who was straddling her boyfriend and the other sexy lady at the same time. I went faster and faster in the sexy lady on the couch, and she started breathing heavier… then, I heard the words that make anybody feel like a “sex god”… “oh fuck, mmmmm”…. then, she squirted all in and over my hand. She came so much that I could have splashed my face like one of those horrible face wash commercials. FUCK, it was sexy as fucking hell! I am hoping that my other hand was working just as well in the other wet pussy. Damn, they are some sexy ladies and had me so turned on, but then we somehow parted and me and my boyfriend lingered around a bit longer.

Before we even got started with that, I forgot to mention, that almost all of the women turned it into a scarf party! We took our shirts and bras off and just wore the owner’s scarves. We wrapped out tits up in them. The scarves are the reason all of our nipples and tits were so very accessible. Well, now that the sexy lady “threesome” was over, me and my boyfriend were kind of getting ready to head out. But, the couple that we successfully played with before, the sexy lady who was standing behind me and involved with the “threesome” and her husband, they wanted us to come to a room with them. Me and my boyfriend actually had to leave, but I went to say “I’ll see you later” to the hott lady in the bedroom. When I walked into the room she was stripped naked laying on the bed with her ass facing towards me on the bed. She casually turns around and says, “oh, hello there”, as if she wasn’t naked and waiting for me. I dove right in. With the men in the hallway, I was furious with her wetness and delicious pussy. I swirled my tongue on and in her, fingered, and rubbed her all over. I kept going and going for a bit, then the men walked into the room. I went for a bit longer and then, she turned around to return the favor. She started to lick me and it felt so good. Unfortunately, me and my boyfriend had to leave… So, we packed up the beer and I got my tops back on and we headed home.

Once we arrived home, our bed was so inviting, we had some incredible sex! He makes me gush all over the place! I had to lay a towel down just so I could go to sleep.

Now, on Saturday, we hung out at the house. We bought all of the groceries we would need for our Thanksgiving feast. I enjoy the feeling of knowing that I have a partner in life who is on the same page as me and that has such a strong connection with me. Without my boyfriend I would not be where I am today. Okay, well… moving on to Saturday night!

When I got ready for the club, I decided I would change when I got there. I decided on my fishnet lingerie with fishnet thigh highs and a shiny vinyl garter belt. Considering it was fishnet/thigh high night I felt I fit in with the theme. We talked, hung out, greeted our usual faces, ate a little, drank, and then… we were asked to join the couple, the one from the night before and whom we have already played with, in a room. I asked if they wanted to have another couple join us or not… but, they did not seem to be too interested in that. Well, me and my boyfriend ended up going to a room by ourselves and it was AMAZING!! As soon as we got in the room though what happened, I had to go pee. So, I took off the garter belt, my shoes, the thigh highs, then I walked to the bathroom. Once I got done, one of our friends who works there, was walking down the hall. I told him I was going to catch a ride to the room if he didn’t mind. He is so tall and did not have a problem supporting my weight. He carried me all the way into the room and placed me on the bed. My boyfriend thought it was just as funny as I did. It made me giggle. Well, once I got back we got naked and got on with our sexy time.

When we got our clothes all the way off and were laying on the bed, I suggested that we 69 for a while. I don’t know about other ladies, but I will suck my boyfriend’s dick whenever I get the chance. I love being able to do that for him. He sucked, licked and nibbled, and fingered me… to the point of me squirting everywhere. He is so proud when he does that. After a bit more we changed positions, with him on bottom and me straddling him on top. That is the position that makes my juices flow easiest. (It probably has to do with the way he can pound into me so fast). Now, he probably made me cum and orgasm at least a handful of times… then, we switched it up again. I slid his dick into my ass and rode him fast. Since the day that we tried dp, whenever he is in my ass my pussy clenches so hard on the inside and wants something sliding in and out of it as well. We always carry our “goody” bag with us and we happened to have a toy handy! So, as I was riding him, I leaned back for the right angle to slip a toy in, and he started to pound the toy in and out of me. Then, I squirted and shot my juices all over his belly and groin. It was then his turn. I rode a bit faster then, he took over and slammed into me and then, he was able to let his go as well. Oh, and have I forgot to mention that I sometimes scream too? Well, if I have, I apologize, but I do scream sometimes. It was amazing. We cleaned up, sanitized the bed, and walked out. We went and said goodbye to our friends and left.

On Sunday, well, we relaxed some. We watched some tv, ate some food, and then when it was time for my boyfriend to go to work… I got a bit sad. I always do when he has to leave me, especially for such a crappy job. Well, at least I remembered that he has this whole week off and starting the week after, he has a new position that does not involve dealing with customers or the crappy employees.

Overall, I would say that we had a successful and sexy weekend. I didn’t know that we would have that much fun at the house party. Another thing I will say, the house parties seem to be more relaxed and seems to be more for the ladies to play and the guys to watch. Which, in our case we did not mind that at all. I love watching a good show and I like the ladies even more. Although no lady could ever compare to my boyfriend, I sure do love knowing he watches me while I pleasure one and how turned on he gets.

Well, now another week has started and Thanksgiving is only a couple of days away. Good luck to you all with the holiday season and colder weather. I will try to stay warm and hopefully, I will not get too stressed with this holiday season. I don’t know though, because my parents are coming to stay with us… SCARY! Just joking. It should be fine. I am sure I will post more. Sending out love, hugs, and good vibes….

A real foursome!

So, on Saturday night, we met up with that couple again at the club. I greeted her by kissing her nibbling on her neck. We all sat together and had a couple drinks. Then, we started a walk around the club to see what all was going on. When we made our way down the hall of doors… she walked into the black light room and got onto the bed.

She was on all fours and I came up from behind her and pulled off her pants. I jumped straight into touching and licking her. I spent a bit eating her sweet, wet pussy and fingering it. She was so creamy and delicious. After a bit, she rolled me onto my back and started going down on me. It felt so good. I do feel like I may have been the one who was a bit rougher. She was so gentle and has soft kisses. We switched up a bit more and I brought one of our toys to play in and out of her vagina. And then, the guys, who were sitting so quietly in chairs away from the bed, came over. They got naked and my boyfriend was on her side, her husband on mine, and they started the touching. She started by sucking my boyfriend’s dick. Her husband started by licking me and touching me. The little bit that I actually touched his dick, it was curved a but towards the floor and a bit shorter than my boyfriend’s.

So, now we were in full swing… pun intended! My boyfriend, after a few minutes of her sucking his dick, he grabbed a condom and rolled it down over his dick. Now, as I watched this I did have a few pangs of jealousy and sadness… but, not for too long. I then started playing with her as he slid into her pussy. She was even wetter. After a few more minutes of licking, fingering, and playing with my ass (yes he licked and played with my ass), her husband slid a condom down his dick and pushed into me. He actually used lube on me… that can only mean that I wasn’t as wet as I should have been.

A few minutes go by of me and her on all fours with the guys behind us… I reached down and grabbed my boyfriend’s balls to caress them… he said that was a distraction and he started to come out of her. Behind me, her husband finished. Both of the guys took off their condoms and threw them away.

Now, as this night went better and we definitely had a successful foursome, it still lacked. Me and my boyfriend, as sexual as we are, did not get a happy ending with this couple. We still had a ton of fun and it was very exciting, but we still had a couple of issues… My boyfriend started losing his erection, after a couple of minutes and used me touching his balls as an excuse to pull out, but at least this time he actually had an erection and could experience her pussy. And, obviously if her husband had to use lube on me then I was nowhere near as wet as I usually get, but it was still good. I guess we both still have our brains interfering some. At least this time neither of us went into a depression or cried for hours on end. Also, after about half an hour or more, me and my boyfriend went into a room by ourselves and proceeded to flood the sheet and bed and had alone time.

This couple is attractive and we had a lot of fun. We definitely would do a repeat of that night. We would hang out with them, even without the sex. And, maybe after a few more times or so, maybe we could actually both cum from someone else pleasuring us.

Oh, and I forgot to mention… the sexy lady owner of the club, who I have been messaging via a certain website, and stated that we’d like to play if they were ever so inclined… she said that “they would love to play” with us at some time. She is extremely attractive, and I am intimidated by her, and her husband is attractive and fit as well. Me and my boyfriend were told at one point in time by someone who knows them, that they are very selective in who they play with… WOO HOO for us!!! That boosted our self esteem that they said they would play with us! Now, we just have to figure out when to play. I just hope I can actually get up the nerve to do so and not climb back inside my shell and hide.

Also, one of the workers, who is attractive as well, flirted with me all night… eventually he ended up asking me if I would like it if he took me to a room to play. I told him, of course he would have to ask my boyfriend, but I wouldn’t mind. His wife seems quiet, but I wonder if she would play with us… another foursome? I guess we will see where this leads as well.

We are getting more at ease with our bodies and looks, and more comfortable with the lifestyle. We are definitely becoming more sexually open and our relationship just keeps getting better. I am the luckiest lady to have him.

My birthday weekend…

So, for my birthday, my boyfriend has done more for me than anyone ever has. It started on Thursday when he surprised me with a visit to the eye doctor to be examined for contacts. Then, Friday, he cooked dinner for me. Then, on Saturday night he took me to a friend’s house where they threw a surprise party for me and had a cake too! And, because I technically do not have many friends at all, they had invited a bunch of chicks so they could try and get me laid. I made out with one and flirted with others, but no having sex with these ladies. Then, yesterday, on my actual birthday… I was taken out for frozen dessert, I was taken out for dinner, received a computer bag that had all kinds of goodies in it, homemade cards from 3 out of the 5 kids, and…. I was TIED UP AND TEASED!! He used ice, a feather, his hand, his mouth, and our purple double sided dildo. Yep, I may post pictures of that with this post. This was the best birthday I have ever had. He has done more for me than anyone ever has. Oh, and all of these things were surprises to me. I didn’t know that my boyfriend has last night off either.

Here are 2 of the pictures. He just e-mailed them to me. Both of my legs were tied, as well as my hands. It was so much fun, even though this weekend my insides were swollen and hurting some. The sex was amazing. I squirted so good. Now,… I hope that you enjoy these pictures and I am going to see if I can come up with something good to repay him on his birthday!

Who wants to eat a vagina??

This chick does… and with my boyfriend. It has been over a year since my last encounter, and that was the worst experience I’ve had. Now, although my boyfriend took pictures of that, it still sucked (and not in a good way). My last girlfriend was over a year and a half ago… she tried, but it still wasn’t that good. Now, me and my boyfriend are actively looking for a female to participate with us and we are having no luck. We just want someone who is attractive and that we can get along with her. I’d like to find a chick who has a good sense of humor too. This way, if I take his dick and pop it on her face, she does not get offended. Me and my boyfriend have one of the most open/honest and fun relationships I’ve ever experienced. When we have sex, this is even more apparent as we can laugh, joke, and talk while still soaking the bed. I just want another female who is like minded and can joke and play along with us. Plus, I’d like to watch another wet pussy explode from all of our playing, teasing, and pleasing.

The glory hole room was utilized by us.

Last night… well, what can I say? It was absolutely the best time me and my boyfriend have had at the club so far.

Me and my boyfriend got ready ( I put on a small, a bit see through, one shouldered dress, and a small pair of panties), packed some goodies, and left the house around 6:30 pm. We had 2 bags. One of the bags had alcohol in it, beer and wine. The other bag had 1, double sided, pink dildo, condoms, gloves, a towel, and a package of wipes. Before we went to the club, we went to a sex store. We bought another double sided dildo (but it was smaller in length and girth), a wireless bullet (for me to insert and wear while we are out and about), a package of cock rings, and glow in the dark condoms. We added these to our bag of goodies. Now, around 8:30 or so we arrive at the club. We go to check in at the counter and one of the security guys checks our bags. I joked with him saying, “you just wanted to know what kind of toys we brought”, he kind of laughed and said that he did. And then, we entered the doors to the club.

First, I went to the restroom and inserted the vibrating egg we had just purchased. Then, we opened a couple of beers and raided the food bar. We had a couple of plates of vegetables and a little bit of the strawberry dessert. The whole time he would turn the egg on and tease me every so often. Finally, we decided that we would walk around a bit.

As we walked, he continued to occasionally turn the egg on. Now, of course, any time there are people who have sex or put on shows in front of everyone, I will watch. I like to watch. Me and my boyfriend went down the corridor of toy rooms. We decided as soon as we could we would get into one of the glory hole rooms and begin our night. Before we walked around anymore though, I went to the restroom and removed my egg from the warmth and wetness of my pussy. Then, when I came out we walked around some more. We watched and listened to a woman on the sybian, and we waited until the hallway cleared so we could enter the glory hole room. There are 3 glory hole rooms. There is one main room, with 4 holes, 2 on opposite sides. We were sitting and waiting, until we saw one of the security guys go in the first room. Me and my boyfriend quickly entered the middle glory hole room.

As soon as we entered and shut the door, there was a dick sticking out of one of the holes. It was the security guy’s dick. My boyfriend told me to suck on it. I rolled a condom down over the head and shaft of his dick and bent forward so I could put it in my mouth. As I was sucking on the condom, my boyfriend pulled his dick out and entered me from behind. At first, it was a bit dry then, he tugged at my hair some and gently pushed my head a little further onto the dick I was sucking, and my pussy became wet.

As he was ramming in and out of me from behind, and I was sucking the thick dick in my mouth, my back started to ache. So, I put my knees on the wedge on the floor below the dick I was sucking. That was relief and immediately I became wetter. As I continued sucking and using my hand, my boyfriend pulled out our new double sided dildo and inserted in into my sopping wet pussy. He started to ram it into me, as I noticed that the wall had a section where the person on the other side can watch what is going on and look straight at your face. I began to orgasm, in almost a violent manner, as I sucked harder and massaged faster. I came everywhere, squirting out and covering my boyfriend’s hand and arm. He continued making me cum over and over again. After a few more orgasms, my boyfriend laid the towel under me and replaced the dildo with his face. He made me cum even more. Licking and sucking on me over and over until even the floor was soaked. And, still the dick in front of me had not creamed. I kept sucking and sucking, and trying to make this dick cum. Then, the condom broke.

I didn’t know if I should continue, but he had not came just yet. My boyfriend looked at me as I took the broken condom off and said, “finish him”. I knew my boyfriend was right, so I grabbed that dick and slid it back into my mouth. I sucked it like I was trying to take it’s life force. Within a minute, the man on the the other side of the wall said he was going to cum. He shot his load into my mouth as I continued suck it dry. My boyfriend kindly pulled the trash can over to me and I spit out the mouthful of cream. We gathered our belongings, wiped the room clean, and without me pulling down my dress or putting my panties back on, I made the walk to the bathroom.

Once I finished, we walked back to the hallway of bedrooms and picked the black light themed room. We took our clothes off and climbed onto the bed. Now, by this time, I had came probably over 20 times, with half or more of those being squirts. My boyfriend took his magnificent dick and slid into my ready and waiting pleasure hole. I was almost dripping. Now, once he slid inside me, I started to feel those waves of pleasure intensifying. Then, I came. I was having such intense orgasms that my boyfriend said that was the loudest he has ever heard me scream. He made me cum at least another 10 or more times. I had such powerful orgasms that they surprised even me. Once I came over and over again, I felt my boyfriend spray the inside of my pussy with his dick. As he was cumming, I came and splattered around his dick one last time at the club. Oh my, earth shattering sex. Once again, we wiped the bed and room clean, gathered our belongings, and made our way to the restrooms.

When we finished there, we drifted back out towards the front of the club. We sat down, had a cup of water, and then finally decided that after all of that, it was time for us to head home. It was the earliest we had left the club. Before we left, though, I did find that security guy… yes, it was the same one who looked into our bag when we first got there.

On the drive home, we were still excited about what we had just experienced. Me and my boyfriend had, yet another first together. We chatted, laughed, and exchanged naughty glances at one another. We were both very tired, but still reeling with excitement from earlier. Once we arrived home, we made our way to our bedroom and undressed.

My boyfriend undressed first and as he lay on the bed, I climbed on and started to lick and caress his dick with my mouth and tongue. After a little bit of sucking on him, I put my pussy over his face so he could eat my vagina at the same time. We kept going for a bit until he thought we should involve a dildo again. I jumped up and retrieved them from our bag. He chose the new one that we just got. He started sliding it in and out of me. That dildo was being pounded into me over and over, and once I would cum and squirt my boyfriend would put his mouth on and suck and lick me. Then, once his dick became too sensitive, I slid down to and on his dick. I was in the reverse cow-girl position. We kept going and I kept riding, until finally… we both came together again. Complete bliss.

Once we finished and he gave me a towel for between my legs. We decided to shower and then, bedtime. I am still tired and a bit exhausted. I know my lady parts need a rest too. The only thing is, is that when my boyfriend is around, he turns me on so much. He makes me want him so bad. If I could make a living just holding him and cuddling with him 24 hours a day, I would do it. Even when, and this has happened occasionally, we get into arguments or get upset at one another, I still want him around me. Even if it is in the other room and I can still feel his presence, I want to be around him. I have never had such an emotional connection with anyone, ever. I have, also, never had such a sexual connection with anyone. He knows me inside and out. He is the love of my life, true and pure.

Speaking of the Big O..

Last night me and my boyfriend had a bottle of champagne. As we sat on the couch watching a documentary on sex, we flirted with each other and occasionally rubbed each other’s body parts. I occasionally would pull out his penis and lick or suck on it for a few seconds. Well, once I was tired I suggested we go shower and head to bed…
Once we got into the room, he undressed and then he “helped” me take my clothes off. As I bent over to finish taking my pants off, he slid inside me. It felt amazing. He was almost to the point of finishing when he suggested we go to the bed.
As we climbed into bed, I hopped on top and started riding. (I am getting excited just thinking about it as I am waiting for him to come home from work.) During me being on top he has this move, it gives me optimal pleasure. He grabbed my ass and as he lifts it up and down he is also thrusting in, in sync with his lifting. It causes optimal pleasure because it spreads me a bit more open giving just the right spot the attention it needs. As he was doing this I started squirting and cumming so much that my thighs down to my knees, down to the bed, and down his balls to the bed were soaked. With every slam into me, I would cum more. The feeling of how warm and juicy it was just made it more exciting and pleasurable.
Finally, it got to the point where we needed to switch up positions again, to him behind me. This is a position that makes him achieve orgasm fairly quickly. As he got behind me and inserted, I came again. Now, since I have pretty much not stopped creaming all over him, it was his turn. He finshed and went to grab me a towel.
After weeks of my body being weird, I can not even begin to tell how ecstatic I was to soak the bed and him like that again. I know he enjoyed it as well. He is the most amazing man, person, lover I have ever had. I am so thankful to have him and lucky. And, this is what me and hom have to look forward to for the rest of our lives!