Umm, yeah, that happened…

On Sunday, I went and dropped my boyfriend off at an airport for his business trip. There was a lot of driving involved, on top of being tired from not getting enough sleep the night before. And then, once I dropped him off I was having a hard time keeping myself from blubbering, but I made it home safely. Then, once I got home… things got crazy…

(Since my boyfriend and I have been attending the club, we have become friends with some very different people. One of these friends is a bisexual man who likes to dress up in ladies clothing.)… just a little background info.

Okay, so on Sunday once I got home, I fed our kids, showered, packed lingerie and sexy outfits, packed makeup, packed some wine and beer, and then hit the road for some “girly” fun.

I was going to hang out with this guy who enjoys wearing ladies clothing. My boyfriend encouraged me to go, and I wanted to get my mind off of being alone while he is gone. Had I stayed home I would have went to bed and probably cried myself to sleep. Going to hangout seemed a better option.

I did not know what to expect. All he had said was that he wanted to take some new pictures, that I should bring some makeup, and I need to bring sexy clothes. I packed almost all of my lingerie and sexy outfits, as well as all of my makeup. Once I arrived…. the night began!

I pulled up and guy him came out to greet me and help carry in what I brought. Once inside, we showed our outfits and talked makeup. He also informed me that we were going to make boobs for him… we were to make them out of old panty hose and rice! But, first I was to do his makeup.

This was the first time that I put makeup on anyone other than myself, our kids, or my younger brother when we were little. My friend wanted a smoky eye, foundation covering his whole face, and basically whatever else I wanted to do…. So, I mixed some foundation to get the correct color and started to apply it. Then, I powdered his face. I applied some of my favorite eye liners and eye shadows to his eyelids, but I let him put on his mascara. After his eyes were done, I applied a little shimmering blush, and then some lipstick. He looked good.

Once his face and the rice boobs were finished, it was time for him to get into some outfits and take some new pictures.

I, also, did not know what expect from this part of the night. I picked out an outfit and he put it on. He even put on my underwear that I brought. (When I agreed to go and hang with him, I just thought what I was bringing was for me to put on and that we would take pictures, and he would wear his own outfits and I would take pictures of just him too….. I assumed too much!)

Once he got dressed and put a wig on, he put some tranny porn on the tv, and then pulled his dick out of the side of the underwear and played with it. I started snapping photo after photo, and he continued to play with his dick as he moved into different poses and positions. He said he wanted to have a hard dick for some pictures. After a few different outfits, he said, while jerking off, that he’d also like for me to see if I could take pictures of him ejaculating….

Now, I have no problem with nudity or sexual behavior. As long as it doesn’t involve blood, too much pain, poop, and or urine. But, I did not expect this situation. Then, after a bit of trying to accomplish an orgasm, he asked for my help…

I Do Not play without my boyfriend. I repeat, I DO NOT PLAY WITHOUT MY BOYFRIEND…. I had established this earlier with him. BUT, that is not what he meant when he asked. He wanted me to put on some of his sheer nylons because he has a thing for them. WHEW!!! I thought it was going to get uncomfortable.

After his request, I obliged and put the nylons on. He started to stare at the nylons and then back to the porn on the screen…  during all of this I was still snapping pictures. He had frequently stated that he had not played with himself like that in front of anyone before, and I could believe that. He seemed nervous a lot of the time and kept his eyes closed for most of it. After a bit more time, he had asked if he could touch the nylons… I had no qualms about this so I, once again, obliged. I put my foot on the couch next to where he was sitting and he started to touch my foot. It was almost as if he was petting the nylons. As I kept snapping photos, I began to rub my foot on his leg and he kept petting part of my shin. As time went on, eventually he stopped and stated that nothing was going to happen. So, I stopped taking pictures and checked my phone.

When I checked my phone, it was after 12 and I had to be up in the morning to get the kids off to school and go to work. So, I started to pack my stuff and collect my belongings.

Now, time to dish on a conversation from earlier during the night… While I was applying his makeup we chatted about sex, anal, and toys. During this conversation I expressed how my boyfriend encourages me and my sexual side, and of how I kind of lived under a rock until him. My boyfriend introduced me to an app for my phone that has dirty sex stories you can read. .  Well, as I was talking I mentioned this one story where a chick went on a date with another chick… or so she thought. Well, during the course of the story, the one chick put on a strap-on and mounted the other chick who still had a dick. So, long story short, I mentioned that I kind of wanted to try that, putting on a strap-on and giving it to somebody. Not thinking about what had just come out of my mouth, he just looked at me and proceeded to ask something I had never been asked before… He asked me if I would do that to him… UMM HUH??… my only response was that you never know what could happen.

Umm, even though I had that thought, I have no idea if I could actually bring myself to go through with it. After, I responded I asked if they actually make strap-ons with double side that way the wearer could get enjoyment out of it as well. He informed me that they do exist.

Well, after I got back into my vehicle and was ready to head out, my boyfriend called me. I explained what all took place that night, well I tried to anyway. Our conversation was cut off by my gps, I was unable to hear him a lot of the time and had to get him to repeat almost everything he said, and I was trying to concentrate on my driving. So, eventually, we said goodnight and got off the phone.

The next day, however, I sent what all happened as well as telling about how our friend had asked me to strap it on and give it to him… Yep, my boyfriend was just as surprised as I was about that request. Honestly, I had no idea what my boyfriend would say in response to that. Well, his response came back and it was almost just as interesting. My boyfriend said he’d probably be okay with it if he was there and could take pictures.

My boyfriend is amazing and I am so very lucky to have him. As far as the request from a friend and the response from my boyfriend, I still don’t know if I could go through with it. I think that I should think about it more and talk to my boyfriend some more as well.

One last thing… YOU NEVER KNOW WHAT COULD HAPPEN.

I think…

I think that I am going to put up a few more pictures… after this weekend that is. SO, what kind of pictures do you guys want to see??? Let me know and I will see what I can do.

Okay, now for last weekend!!!

FRIDAY NIGHT!!! Wow, that was an awesome night and party!

First off, on Friday before the kids got out of school, I packed overnight bags for both kids. One was going to the other parent, the other to a friend’s. After they left, we got ready to go to a house party. The theme was naughty lingerie and boxer night. I finally decided on an outfit I have never worn before, but it was definitely naughty. It was sheer with sparkles, open spaces at the boobs and vagina that had bows you could untie and pull apart, and the back was almost non-existent, except for a ruffled thong. I paired that with my new black shoes and my naked body.

Once we arrived, the party was going and I wasn’t ready to take my over clothes off just yet. So, we began drinking. We mingled and talked. We flirted, teased, and watched. After a few more drinks, I was ready to reveal my naughty lingerie. Once my clothes came off, the flirting and teasing really began!

I had multiple people touching me and ladies kissing me. Hell, even my boyfriend had 2 ladies pull down his pants out on the porch and start sucking his dick right there. While they were shoving him in their mouths, I went and started fingering and play with them both. A bit after that, me and my boyfriend walked out to the other porch and I proceeded to play with another chick out there. I fingered and rubbed until she squirted everywhere. She flooded the porch and caused a huge puddle. I then, went in because I had to use the bathroom…. I was waiting in line and one of the chicks who was touching and trying to kiss me earlier, came up, grabbed my arm, and knocked my drink all over me and the couch! It was the rest of my cherry red moscato.

After the drink incident, and having my boyfriend help me clean up, we proceeded to continue drinking and mingling. It was so much fun! Eventually though, we were ready to go home and sleep. Once we got to the vehicle and on the road, I noticed just how much alcohol I had consumed…. a lot. Yep, I was drunk.

Well, once we made it home we decided to have sex. I was either going to be sick, fall asleep, or have sex…so we chose the sex. Oh yes, I flooded our sheets and bed. So much that even Saturday night our bed was still wet! While we were having sex and I was squirting, my boyfriend was getting soaked too. When he was going to finish, he came on my stomach. Once, done and he was out of me, he kind of fell back because he started to not feel good. I stayed laying down and didn’t get up to clean off… then, after a bit I woke my boyfriend up to lay the right way on the bed and I rolled over and went back to sleep. We both passed out without cleaning ourselves up. The next day, however, I needed more sleep and had a huge headache, and I was not able to attend my friend’s sex toy party.

When I woke up Saturday, I took my meds, pain reliever, drank some water, and then dozed back off for a bit. I woke up next to my boyfriend telling me that he was going to the store to get stuff for the party. Right, it was our oldest daughter’s birthday! So, I jumped up, got dressed, and went with him to the store.

When we got home from the store, I baked the cake, we set up the stuff outside, and we got ready for people to show up. The cake was delicious. It was pink velvet. The food were the Totino’s pizzas. We had ice cream too! The kids were having so much fun. Even though only one person showed up, out of who she handed invitations to, there were still plenty of kids running around. My brother and his family showed up. My boyfriend’s family and their people and kids showed up… so yep, plenty of kids and people. All that matters is that our daughter had fun, and she did.

After that day and the party was over, we relaxed. It is a food thing we at least relaxed that little bit because the next fews days and week would turn out to be stressful!

Well, now you know what we have been up to… what about you? I hope you all are having a great day and enjoy your weekend!

Sending out warm thoughts and good vibes to you all!

Think for yourself and be your own person.

After another sexual weekend at the club, and playing with a couple we have played with before, I am calm and refreshed. These experiences at the club chip away at my stress. It is not just being able to be myself and not be ashamed of who I am on the inside, it is also being surrounded by like minded people. I ate a delicious pussy this weekend, sucked dick, had sex, and enjoyed all of it! I realize now, that I was meant to be where I spiritually, mentally, and sexually am at today. I am thankful to have my boyfriend who has helped me and continues to uplift me everyday. Sexually, he is the perfect partner for me. He encourages my sexual side, and I only hope that I return the favor! I mean, I was eating a pussy as he was cramming his dick into it… it was so frickin HOTT! Oh my gosh, I am wanting some sex right now… maybe me and my boyfriend can get to that when I get off of work. I love sex, but I am not a slut. I am sexually enlightened. I am sending out good vibes and warm thoughts for you all. I hope that you all have a wonderful week!

I ate some delicious pussy last night!

Oh yes, you read the title correctly! I was licking, flicking, fingering, and sucking on vagina last night. Some friends from the club invited us over for dinner and some fun! We had a couple of beers, we ate spaghetti that they cooked, watched some porn, and then when my boyfriend went to the bathroom for the 2nd time last night, we quickly got up and myself and the couple went into their bedroom. When my boyfriend came out, it was my turn to use the bathroom.

When I got out of the bathroom and back to the bedroom, I went straight for her wet pussy. (This was the same female who squirted into my hand at that house party!) I pulled down her pants and started fingering and licking. My boyfriend helped take off all of my clothes as I was going down on her. I sucked on her clit, licked it rough, fingered hard and fast, and tried to make her squirt. From the angle I was at, it was a bit tiresome for my wrist and fingers. Her boyfriend, however, who was helping finger and rub her took over for a moment. That moment was all it took to get her squirting everywhere. The bed was so wet. After a she came a few more times, my boyfriend came after my pussy with one of our toys. He made me squirt and drip all over her leg, as I was straddling one of her legs. So, with that, the fact that both me and her had squirted, the guys took this chance to undress and hop behind us. My boyfriend was behind me and her boyfriend was behind her. After, some time with our boyfriends giving it to us, we slowed down and stopped.

After, she came back from the bathroom, I rubbed her still wet vagina. I rubbed it slow and soft. It was comfortable and I probably could have fallen asleep with my fingers in her. She said it felt good and relaxing. She could have fallen asleep with my fingers in her too. Her pussy was so warm, soft, and wet it was like a vagina mitten for my fingers.

Also, one thing I noticed and enjoyed immensely, her vagina smells and more than likely tastes like me. It made me less self conscious about my body and pussy. I get really self conscious about my squirting and juices too, but I don’t think that I will anymore as another female is similar. Damn, was she sexy!!

As that was our first time at their house, we will be more comfortable from now on when we visit. And, the more we visit and play with them, the more we become closer to swapping with them. I love to experience all of these adventures with my boyfriend. He is amazing and makes me feel like I am the most amazing woman. I would not be where I am today if it were not for him. The last few times we have played and had fun in the lifestyle, I feel that it has definitely brought us closer together. We get stronger as a couple with each obstacle, experience, and each passing day. There is nothing that I would not do for him and his happiness.

Sex, within the lifestyle, is just that, sex… and fun! Not one thing that we do with these other couples and ladies can even compare to the emotions and feelings that occur between me and my boyfriend when we make love.

Do others not have that strong of a bond that something as small as sex can rip them apart? I mean, humans are sexual by nature, others hide and shy away from their natural selves just to fit in with society. Never have I understood that and I never will. Being with my boyfriend has made me realize just how sexual I, and humans, really are. I may have sex and play with others, but my boyfriend has my heart. It is the same for him. When we engage in the lifestyle and play, it is consensual between me and my boyfriend. One of the reasons other relationships fail when it comes to having sex with other people outside of the relationship, in my opinion, would probably be more about the lying and deceit rather than the sex itself. If my boyfriend wants to play, then he talks to me about it, instead of sneaking behind my back. We involve each other and keep our communication open.

The world would be a better place if humans accepted all of our animal like traits and stopped trying to repress all of our differences and what makes us who we are.

Okay, so I started this blog off with sex and fun, and then ended with my thoughts on the human race. Anyway, I hope that you all enjoyed and again, if you have any comments or questions, please feel free to do so.

Also, I hope to be able to provide further details about my sexual adventures and experiences in the lifestyle… until then, live free.

We won 2nd place!

So, in the halloween costume contest we took 2nd place! We had a ton of people say we should have won 1st though. That’s okay, we still won a year’s membership to a website for the lifestyle and a 6 pack! Free beer is plenty for me! We had so much fun last night. It was a BLAST! That was one of the top nights we’ve had there. I will post a picture when I’ve got the time to upload the pics.

Oh and on top of so much fun, the bed was more than soaked! I was orgasming and squirting up a storm. It was amazing. It always is with my boyfriend. Also, I kept my shoes on and my boyfriend gave me dp with a toy while he was in my wet, soaking pussy.

Well, I hope that you all had a wonderful weekend and that your week goes great!

At work right now…

I have been reading and doing a lot of surfing here on WordPress this morning. I watched a video on the muscles of the pelvic region. While I watched it I started doing the exercises myself. I am now horny and wishing I had my boyfriend inside me and maybe a toy too. Maybe when I get home from work we could have some lovin before he goes to work.

I am sitting here imagining having a toy under my desk, if I were to wear a skirt to work… oh the possibilities. But, I am wearing pants and I do not want to get fired. I’ve also thought about having a vibrator inside while I sit here with my pants on. It would be discreet. I thought about going to the bathroom and playing with myself… Again though, I don’t want to be fired. Oh my, but maybe I could still have this throbbing pussy when I drive home and jump my boyfriend! I know that usually when I have this feeling, by the time work ends and I get home it has dissipated. I do not want to lose it. I want to be able to cum before my boyfriend goes to work.

I want my pussy to drip and spray… and orgasm. I will hope that this is possible today before tonight!

Interrupted.

My sleep was interrupted a lot. About 20 or 30 till my boyfriend was to be home, I woke up with horrible abdominal pain. I do mean horrible. And, even though I was asleep, I still felt 3 things while asleep… 1) my feet, because they were cold, 2) my vagina, because it was throbbing and wanted some lovin (I was cupping it over my underwear), and last but not least, 3) my tummy, and the pain in it. Ugh, oh well, I guess I will get sleep another time. Maybe tonight I will sleep? Or even tomorrow night? Hahahaha, tomorrow night I will be with my boyfriend at the club again, not sleeping. I noticed, last night, that I tried to stay cuddled with my boyfriend. It was nice. Well, I found out if my sleep was good or bad… it was not all bad.

My birthday weekend…

So, for my birthday, my boyfriend has done more for me than anyone ever has. It started on Thursday when he surprised me with a visit to the eye doctor to be examined for contacts. Then, Friday, he cooked dinner for me. Then, on Saturday night he took me to a friend’s house where they threw a surprise party for me and had a cake too! And, because I technically do not have many friends at all, they had invited a bunch of chicks so they could try and get me laid. I made out with one and flirted with others, but no having sex with these ladies. Then, yesterday, on my actual birthday… I was taken out for frozen dessert, I was taken out for dinner, received a computer bag that had all kinds of goodies in it, homemade cards from 3 out of the 5 kids, and…. I was TIED UP AND TEASED!! He used ice, a feather, his hand, his mouth, and our purple double sided dildo. Yep, I may post pictures of that with this post. This was the best birthday I have ever had. He has done more for me than anyone ever has. Oh, and all of these things were surprises to me. I didn’t know that my boyfriend has last night off either.

Here are 2 of the pictures. He just e-mailed them to me. Both of my legs were tied, as well as my hands. It was so much fun, even though this weekend my insides were swollen and hurting some. The sex was amazing. I squirted so good. Now,… I hope that you enjoy these pictures and I am going to see if I can come up with something good to repay him on his birthday!

Let’s pull an all-nighter!

Okay, so my boyfriend asked if we could attend the club tomorrow night… he has to open his store on Sunday. That puts him getting up around 4:30ish 5ish am on Sunday morning. Sometimes we do not get home until after 1 in the morning. There have been times when we didn’t get home until around 4 because the club closes at 3. So, my boyfriend wants to go to the club and then go straight to work. Yes, he is a bit crazy! I don’t know how he does it, but I would not be able to function correctly. I would be so tired and possibly fall asleep at work if that were me. Fine, if he wants to and stay awake all night and day then we will go. Tomorrow is glow stick night. The bands we would wear have different meanings…. Orange is for couples, Pink is for single females (or at least they are tonight), and Blue is for single males (or at least they are tonight). That may help out a bit if we are looking for a single female to talk to… We need to make it a good one because the kids come back on Sunday. I have missed them, but with how fast my days have been going by it just seems as if they just left. Anyway, back on track! I want a female, whether she is with a man or not… that does not mean that me and my boyfriend can not make her cum still. We could work with a couple and have a foursome, if the chick was willing to participate with me more. We could even have 3 pleasuring 1, but either way nobody should ever be left out. Especially when each person has either a dick or pussy, hands, and a mouth…. nobody should go without pleasure.