Think for yourself and be your own person.

After another sexual weekend at the club, and playing with a couple we have played with before, I am calm and refreshed. These experiences at the club chip away at my stress. It is not just being able to be myself and not be ashamed of who I am on the inside, it is also being surrounded by like minded people. I ate a delicious pussy this weekend, sucked dick, had sex, and enjoyed all of it! I realize now, that I was meant to be where I spiritually, mentally, and sexually am at today. I am thankful to have my boyfriend who has helped me and continues to uplift me everyday. Sexually, he is the perfect partner for me. He encourages my sexual side, and I only hope that I return the favor! I mean, I was eating a pussy as he was cramming his dick into it… it was so frickin HOTT! Oh my gosh, I am wanting some sex right now… maybe me and my boyfriend can get to that when I get off of work. I love sex, but I am not a slut. I am sexually enlightened. I am sending out good vibes and warm thoughts for you all. I hope that you all have a wonderful week!

Oh my goodness!!! This past weekend!!!

So, this past weekend was so much fun. After work on Friday, me, my boyfriend, and our 3 of our kids went and saw the new Hunger Games movie. It was awesome! Then, me and my boyfriend did something for the first time… we went to a house party! Then, on Saturday night we went to the club. And, Sunday we hung out at the house before my boyfriend went to his last night of work in that position with his company.

This house party was thrown by people we knew from the club. They actually live in the same town as us, so it was easy to find and a short drive. Well, let me first say that we were invited to the party by 2 other couples, well the ladies at least. They both asked, the one who was throwing it and who owned the house, at separate times. Alright, well, after the movie we came home and showered and got ready. Then, we headed to our first ever house party. We had beer, chairs to sit, and smiles on our faces. We saw the couple we first tried to swing with, that ordeal was a disaster, but they didn’t bother us. We drank a few beers, chatted, watched the lady on lady fun that was going on. I greeted some of the ladies with kisses, sucking and licking on their sexy nipples and tits, and a few ass grabs. After a little bit more alcohol, lady greetings, and watching the others have some fun… I went in for some fun of my own. I walked over to where one of the chicks who invited me was straddling her boyfriend, and I started to suck on her tit. Somehow, her boyfriend got my tit in his mouth and sucked on one and his sexy lady got the other in her mouth. I kissed her, nibbled on her, and grabbed a bit of hair. Then, while I was kissing, licking, and touching on her, the other chick who invited us came over and started on me. She automatically reached a hand down my pants and started touching my wet and hot pussy. It was so very hot…. Both chicks sucking, touching, and kissing on me and each other. After a couple of minutes the one lady behind me moved to my side and my boyfriend came up from behind me. He started playing with my pussy. He went faster and faster and made sure he was hitting my spot because before I knew it, I was squirting all down my legs. I squirted so much that it went down into my shoe and soaked my bottoms that I had on. Then, he went for another good squirt and yet again, I squirted so much that it went down into my other shoes… my feet were a bit sloshy! It was amazing. All the while I was fingering the hot lady who was straddling her boyfriend and the other sexy lady at the same time. I went faster and faster in the sexy lady on the couch, and she started breathing heavier… then, I heard the words that make anybody feel like a “sex god”… “oh fuck, mmmmm”…. then, she squirted all in and over my hand. She came so much that I could have splashed my face like one of those horrible face wash commercials. FUCK, it was sexy as fucking hell! I am hoping that my other hand was working just as well in the other wet pussy. Damn, they are some sexy ladies and had me so turned on, but then we somehow parted and me and my boyfriend lingered around a bit longer.

Before we even got started with that, I forgot to mention, that almost all of the women turned it into a scarf party! We took our shirts and bras off and just wore the owner’s scarves. We wrapped out tits up in them. The scarves are the reason all of our nipples and tits were so very accessible. Well, now that the sexy lady “threesome” was over, me and my boyfriend were kind of getting ready to head out. But, the couple that we successfully played with before, the sexy lady who was standing behind me and involved with the “threesome” and her husband, they wanted us to come to a room with them. Me and my boyfriend actually had to leave, but I went to say “I’ll see you later” to the hott lady in the bedroom. When I walked into the room she was stripped naked laying on the bed with her ass facing towards me on the bed. She casually turns around and says, “oh, hello there”, as if she wasn’t naked and waiting for me. I dove right in. With the men in the hallway, I was furious with her wetness and delicious pussy. I swirled my tongue on and in her, fingered, and rubbed her all over. I kept going and going for a bit, then the men walked into the room. I went for a bit longer and then, she turned around to return the favor. She started to lick me and it felt so good. Unfortunately, me and my boyfriend had to leave… So, we packed up the beer and I got my tops back on and we headed home.

Once we arrived home, our bed was so inviting, we had some incredible sex! He makes me gush all over the place! I had to lay a towel down just so I could go to sleep.

Now, on Saturday, we hung out at the house. We bought all of the groceries we would need for our Thanksgiving feast. I enjoy the feeling of knowing that I have a partner in life who is on the same page as me and that has such a strong connection with me. Without my boyfriend I would not be where I am today. Okay, well… moving on to Saturday night!

When I got ready for the club, I decided I would change when I got there. I decided on my fishnet lingerie with fishnet thigh highs and a shiny vinyl garter belt. Considering it was fishnet/thigh high night I felt I fit in with the theme. We talked, hung out, greeted our usual faces, ate a little, drank, and then… we were asked to join the couple, the one from the night before and whom we have already played with, in a room. I asked if they wanted to have another couple join us or not… but, they did not seem to be too interested in that. Well, me and my boyfriend ended up going to a room by ourselves and it was AMAZING!! As soon as we got in the room though what happened, I had to go pee. So, I took off the garter belt, my shoes, the thigh highs, then I walked to the bathroom. Once I got done, one of our friends who works there, was walking down the hall. I told him I was going to catch a ride to the room if he didn’t mind. He is so tall and did not have a problem supporting my weight. He carried me all the way into the room and placed me on the bed. My boyfriend thought it was just as funny as I did. It made me giggle. Well, once I got back we got naked and got on with our sexy time.

When we got our clothes all the way off and were laying on the bed, I suggested that we 69 for a while. I don’t know about other ladies, but I will suck my boyfriend’s dick whenever I get the chance. I love being able to do that for him. He sucked, licked and nibbled, and fingered me… to the point of me squirting everywhere. He is so proud when he does that. After a bit more we changed positions, with him on bottom and me straddling him on top. That is the position that makes my juices flow easiest. (It probably has to do with the way he can pound into me so fast). Now, he probably made me cum and orgasm at least a handful of times… then, we switched it up again. I slid his dick into my ass and rode him fast. Since the day that we tried dp, whenever he is in my ass my pussy clenches so hard on the inside and wants something sliding in and out of it as well. We always carry our “goody” bag with us and we happened to have a toy handy! So, as I was riding him, I leaned back for the right angle to slip a toy in, and he started to pound the toy in and out of me. Then, I squirted and shot my juices all over his belly and groin. It was then his turn. I rode a bit faster then, he took over and slammed into me and then, he was able to let his go as well. Oh, and have I forgot to mention that I sometimes scream too? Well, if I have, I apologize, but I do scream sometimes. It was amazing. We cleaned up, sanitized the bed, and walked out. We went and said goodbye to our friends and left.

On Sunday, well, we relaxed some. We watched some tv, ate some food, and then when it was time for my boyfriend to go to work… I got a bit sad. I always do when he has to leave me, especially for such a crappy job. Well, at least I remembered that he has this whole week off and starting the week after, he has a new position that does not involve dealing with customers or the crappy employees.

Overall, I would say that we had a successful and sexy weekend. I didn’t know that we would have that much fun at the house party. Another thing I will say, the house parties seem to be more relaxed and seems to be more for the ladies to play and the guys to watch. Which, in our case we did not mind that at all. I love watching a good show and I like the ladies even more. Although no lady could ever compare to my boyfriend, I sure do love knowing he watches me while I pleasure one and how turned on he gets.

Well, now another week has started and Thanksgiving is only a couple of days away. Good luck to you all with the holiday season and colder weather. I will try to stay warm and hopefully, I will not get too stressed with this holiday season. I don’t know though, because my parents are coming to stay with us… SCARY! Just joking. It should be fine. I am sure I will post more. Sending out love, hugs, and good vibes….

A real foursome!

So, on Saturday night, we met up with that couple again at the club. I greeted her by kissing her nibbling on her neck. We all sat together and had a couple drinks. Then, we started a walk around the club to see what all was going on. When we made our way down the hall of doors… she walked into the black light room and got onto the bed.

She was on all fours and I came up from behind her and pulled off her pants. I jumped straight into touching and licking her. I spent a bit eating her sweet, wet pussy and fingering it. She was so creamy and delicious. After a bit, she rolled me onto my back and started going down on me. It felt so good. I do feel like I may have been the one who was a bit rougher. She was so gentle and has soft kisses. We switched up a bit more and I brought one of our toys to play in and out of her vagina. And then, the guys, who were sitting so quietly in chairs away from the bed, came over. They got naked and my boyfriend was on her side, her husband on mine, and they started the touching. She started by sucking my boyfriend’s dick. Her husband started by licking me and touching me. The little bit that I actually touched his dick, it was curved a but towards the floor and a bit shorter than my boyfriend’s.

So, now we were in full swing… pun intended! My boyfriend, after a few minutes of her sucking his dick, he grabbed a condom and rolled it down over his dick. Now, as I watched this I did have a few pangs of jealousy and sadness… but, not for too long. I then started playing with her as he slid into her pussy. She was even wetter. After a few more minutes of licking, fingering, and playing with my ass (yes he licked and played with my ass), her husband slid a condom down his dick and pushed into me. He actually used lube on me… that can only mean that I wasn’t as wet as I should have been.

A few minutes go by of me and her on all fours with the guys behind us… I reached down and grabbed my boyfriend’s balls to caress them… he said that was a distraction and he started to come out of her. Behind me, her husband finished. Both of the guys took off their condoms and threw them away.

Now, as this night went better and we definitely had a successful foursome, it still lacked. Me and my boyfriend, as sexual as we are, did not get a happy ending with this couple. We still had a ton of fun and it was very exciting, but we still had a couple of issues… My boyfriend started losing his erection, after a couple of minutes and used me touching his balls as an excuse to pull out, but at least this time he actually had an erection and could experience her pussy. And, obviously if her husband had to use lube on me then I was nowhere near as wet as I usually get, but it was still good. I guess we both still have our brains interfering some. At least this time neither of us went into a depression or cried for hours on end. Also, after about half an hour or more, me and my boyfriend went into a room by ourselves and proceeded to flood the sheet and bed and had alone time.

This couple is attractive and we had a lot of fun. We definitely would do a repeat of that night. We would hang out with them, even without the sex. And, maybe after a few more times or so, maybe we could actually both cum from someone else pleasuring us.

Oh, and I forgot to mention… the sexy lady owner of the club, who I have been messaging via a certain website, and stated that we’d like to play if they were ever so inclined… she said that “they would love to play” with us at some time. She is extremely attractive, and I am intimidated by her, and her husband is attractive and fit as well. Me and my boyfriend were told at one point in time by someone who knows them, that they are very selective in who they play with… WOO HOO for us!!! That boosted our self esteem that they said they would play with us! Now, we just have to figure out when to play. I just hope I can actually get up the nerve to do so and not climb back inside my shell and hide.

Also, one of the workers, who is attractive as well, flirted with me all night… eventually he ended up asking me if I would like it if he took me to a room to play. I told him, of course he would have to ask my boyfriend, but I wouldn’t mind. His wife seems quiet, but I wonder if she would play with us… another foursome? I guess we will see where this leads as well.

We are getting more at ease with our bodies and looks, and more comfortable with the lifestyle. We are definitely becoming more sexually open and our relationship just keeps getting better. I am the luckiest lady to have him.

Tasted that pie!

I will definitely have to give details about last night! Unfortunately, they will have to wait until later.

At work right now…

I have been reading and doing a lot of surfing here on WordPress this morning. I watched a video on the muscles of the pelvic region. While I watched it I started doing the exercises myself. I am now horny and wishing I had my boyfriend inside me and maybe a toy too. Maybe when I get home from work we could have some lovin before he goes to work.

I am sitting here imagining having a toy under my desk, if I were to wear a skirt to work… oh the possibilities. But, I am wearing pants and I do not want to get fired. I’ve also thought about having a vibrator inside while I sit here with my pants on. It would be discreet. I thought about going to the bathroom and playing with myself… Again though, I don’t want to be fired. Oh my, but maybe I could still have this throbbing pussy when I drive home and jump my boyfriend! I know that usually when I have this feeling, by the time work ends and I get home it has dissipated. I do not want to lose it. I want to be able to cum before my boyfriend goes to work.

I want my pussy to drip and spray… and orgasm. I will hope that this is possible today before tonight!