Yep, my vacation ended yesterday, the 17th, as I make my way to work.
The vacation was nice to not have to go to work, but… we cut our camping short due to funding and I have a cold that I can’t seem to shake. I just need to suck it the fuck up and get over it… if I could that quick, I would…
Now, it is the day after Thanksgiving and I still kind of have a cold. Ugh, oh well.
So, my government healthcare insurance has been denied and cancelled because I make too much money. Now, this insurance is for me and my son, he is still allowed to receive full benefits… thank goodness for that. My monthly income is around 800 after taxes. So, on top of bills, I will now have to try and pay for my medical issues as well.
If you not read my blog before, I have a bladder disease called interstitial cystitis. I give myself 2 catheter installations a day as well as take a daily oral medication. These medicines are costly. I have to go to the doctor and my specialists every few months. Also, due to my catheter installations my body is more prone to urinary tract infections.
Due to making about $300 over the 2 person family income limit, I now can not afford my medications and can not go to the doctor. What the hell am I to do now?
I have checked out the websites for affordable health care, but it is not really affordable. If I were to get insurance it would cost me about half my paycheck a week. What the fuck?? If my health goes down hill oh well huh? The people of this country do not give a shit about anyone but themselves (and money), especially our governments.
The government claims they have affordable health care insurance, but what they don’t mention is that it’s only really affordable if you are already monetarily wealthy. What about the middle class? Or those who actually work, but are still in the poverty level? In order for me to be able to have health insurance I would need to basically quit my job and become a bum. Sorry, I need my job.
I guess I will have to live without insurance and my medications, once it runs out.
I wish my voice, opinions, and thoughts actually counted for something in this life…
Anyway, I am sending out good vibes and warm wishes to you all!
Geez these weeks keep passing by so fast. I honestly don’t know where the time goes.
And now, it is Tuesday again… I have been fighting some junk for a few days now. All day Sunday I slept, Monday I worked, and today I feel like I need to be in bed again. I didn’t come to work until a couple hours later so I could try and rest more. I am sitting at work feeking horrible and needing more rest. Ugh… this sucks.
And now it’s Friday… October 31st… HALLOWEEN! Seriously, where did the time go? I haven’t been sleeping very well either due to waking up and hacking my lungs and throat up because of this cough and cold I have. It sucks. I have crap coming out when I cough and my throat is on fire.
And now, it is Monday November 3rd. Yep, I don’t know where this time going, but it is flying! I now have less than 4 days before our vacation. I have so much left to get done. On top of having to work everyday, I have to go to the doctor, finish cleaning the house, make sure I write out a step by step list of how the schedule for the pets and kids go, and make sure I have everything packed and ready.
Now, it is Tuesday the 4th and I am doubting this whole vacation. I told my boyfriend maybe he should take a vacation while I still go to work… I am just worrying about funds and money.
Anyway, I am sure things will be okay.
I am sending out good vibes and warm wishes to you all!
jennifunzing 