Alright, so the asshole that I spoke of earlier, the one that I married, scared me into having “custody” of my son.
Now, when we separated the first time, back 4 years ago, I let him take my son for a few days visitation. When I went to go pick my son up, after that few days, he called the police on me and had me escorted off the property. The police told me that if I wanted to see my son again, then I would have to hire a lawyer and go to court for it. So, I hired a lawyer, a damn good lawyer for $2000. I received an emergency ex-parte, which allowed me to get my son and keep him safe. I also went to court for a temporary custody hearing which allowed his father to get him every other Thursday to Monday. Now, we never went back for a permenant custody hearing because I was stupid and thought that we could work on our marriage and to my “surprise” it DIDN’T WORK, but that caused what we did have in place to become null and void.
Did I forget to mention that the asshole has been a drug addict from a young age, a drug dealer, and an emotionally abusive person. Oh, and he’s a convicted felon. AND, he is a very convincing liar… VERY CONVINCING, but that can only work for so long. He can’t keep a place to live and moves every few months, or a job for that matter. Basically he is an overall BAD guy.
Alright, we tried working on our marriage, it didn’t work. We separated, 2 years ago we tried working on it again…. How long do you think that lasted? Yep, you guessed it, only a few months… BUT, by this time he had me so broken down, weak, and scared that he could flip on me at any second that I did a horrible thing, I let my son stay and live with him. He always told me that he’d kill anyone who kept him from his son… Meaning me in the end. I believed him that he would come and harm me if I did try and protect my son and keep him safe.
During the past 2 years I have still experienced the yelling, the emotionally abusive, and bi-polar and borderline personality disorder that is the asshole. And, on top of that he has kept me from my son… When I would call or message his response was that he was busy. Only every few months would he actually let me see him. And, because of not having the support and being scared of him I would bend and always go along with his demands and bring my son back when it was convenient for him.
A month ago or so, I was lucky enough to get my son for visitation… Now, within a week of me getting my son his father was arrested on 2 felony charges and 3 misdemeanor charges and put into jail. After 3 weeks of being in jail his bond was reduced and he was let out on house arrest just yesterday. Because I am emotionally stronger and have the support that I need, I am not letting my son go back into that situation. His father is not safe for him to be around.
I went to Child Protective Services earlier today, the asshole had already contacted them… He stated to them that I was medically neglecting my son, that he had dr. appointments to go to. So, I drove to my son’s doctor and they said he has already been seen. I called the place he was referred to and found out that his appointment for there had not been made yet, so I made one. While I was at my son’s dr. the asshole was contacted and they had me on the phone with him, which tore my nerves up more, but I wasn’t on long as I hung up on him because he kept yelling and trying to threaten me. Oh, and the asshole forgot to tell the CPS worker that he just got out of jail and is out on house arrest.
So, now I have talked to CPS, made a Dr. apppt. for my son, and I have called to schedule an appointment for custody mediation, but I am still plagued by this feeling that his father is going to be able to harm my son more, or me. (I am going to, tomorrow, schedule therapy for my son.) I, also, feel that I have started the correct steps to get custody of my son and put a stop to the assshole “brainwashing” him.
I just want to keep my son safe and make sure that he is healthy. If there is anybody that has any input, I am all ears. If anybody would like anymore information, I will provide what is asked. Thank you for letting me rant and get this off my chest, as my chest is quite heavy because of this…