It was fun

Yes, my birthday was fun. I got home from work, after purchasing a new dress that my boyfriend had me get, to find my kids with cards and a flower vase they handpicked. Also, my boyfriend had a card, a lot of fruit for me, and a fruit crisp dessert baked. Our house smelled delicious!

After getting ready my boyfriend took me to dinner (where I had lamb for the first time), after having me put on my new dress. Then, after dinner we walked around a book store, and went to a movie! It was relaxing. Today, I did not go to work. I took today off since we didn’t get home until almost 1. I would not have been able to fully function at work today. Also, I am taking off next Wednesday, because on Tuesday my boyfriend is taking me to see a concert!! Woo! I am excited about seeing Paramore again.

Well, I hope you all have a wonderful day! I am sending out good vibes and warm wishes to you all!

It’s Friday!

Okay, so after work I will rush to the store and get my order of cupcakes. Then, take them to our oldest daughter’s class for a surprise! And then, after that I will go walk again. Gotta work off whatever calories are in a cupcake or 5… just joking. When school ends today, the kids each have somewhere to go that they will spend the night. And, once the kids leave school it is the beginning of spring break for them. My boyfriend even has next week off, a paid week of vacation. Anyway, tonight after the kids are gone, me and my boyfriend have a house party to attend. Tomorrow is the day of the Birthday Party!!! I hope all goes well.

I wish you all a wonderful weekend and I am sending good vibes to you all.

More energy?

I recently started doing daily exercises before work and walking after work. I have even changed my medication routine. I try to be in bed and asleep for at least a complete 8 hours before my alarm is set to go off. I have also started drinking a cup of coffee about every other morning. Now, with this new routine of my week, I feel like I may be becoming less stressed and more energetic.

Also, I have started to try and be less worried about daily stresses. Such as, I try not to worry about bills and money problems as much as I used to. It was a daily struggle in my head over money and how it is being spent, bills, and so on and so forth. Now, when we get a bill I try to tell myself that everything will be okay and that we will have the money to pay our bills. If I stay conscious of my brain and thoughts towards these things, then I can push the stress away.  It seems to be working.

With me doing my exercises before work and walking after, I feel I do better when I am by myself. Now, my boyfriend has mentioned wanting to get back into working out as well. His thing about working out is that he does better with someone there with him. I am wondering if I should try and do it with him. I could give it a try I guess.

Well, I hope that within about a month, I will be in better shape and be able to put a more revealing bathing suit on and not feel as if I look disgusting. I like the shape of my butt, am finally comfortable with the shape and size of my tits, and generally like my thighs. What I am mostly wanting to fix is my energy level, my overall health, toning my bottom half a bit more, and making my “mom” tummy flat again! Again, I hope to achieve this within about a month.

Well, I hope that you all have a wonderful day. I am sending out good vibes and warm thoughts to you all.

A “hairy” decision

Yes, I have made a decision… I want to cut my hair. I realized it today as I was walking at the park today. The back of my neck was throbbing with heat. It was stifling. It was almost painful. From that experience today, I know I want a haircut. I don’t know how short, but I need it off of my neck.

Well, either a haircut, I get a spritzer bottle, or I keep my hair tight and up high enough to not feel the heat.

The days are merging together…

My sleep continues to evade me and my days are muddling together. At least I have started walking again. I went yesterday, but I will skip today. Then, tomorrow, I will go walk again. Hopefully, I can get a cheap pair of tennis shoes from either payless or Wal-Mart. This way, I will not incur anymore blisters from walking in crappy shoes… well, hopefully anyway.

My plan for walking is to walk Monday, Wednesday, and Friday for the 1st 2 weeks. Then, After that add Tuesday the 3rd week, and during the 4th week skip Tuesday, but add Thursday. And, during the 5th week and every week past, I will walk Monday through Friday. And, during the time after the kids leave for school and before I get ready for work, I have been doing crunches to tighten my abs.

I want to be able to fit into my jeans again as well as fit into a decent bathing suit for summer this year. Now,  I am not exactly fat, but I am out of shape. I just want a flatter tummy area and to be more toned… without losing my butt! I actually quite like my butt. Oh, and I would not mind a few more muscles and to be a bit stronger and healthier.

Now, let’s hope I can stick to it and not have the weather piss on my plans.