Late night thoughts

1. I love cats!
2. If my cat wakes me up again, she will be sprayed with the bottle.
3. Damn, why do I have to work in the morning?
4. I want more tattoos.
5. I want to finish my book, but that may mean I have to start over.
6. I wish I had different magical powers.
7. I want a tarot reading, palm reading, and my future read.
8. I want to write down and stick to a 5 year plan. As well as, smaller short term goals.
9. I wish I knew someone who would trade a van, with more seating, for my car. (She has seen better days and may not last too much longer. And, I can not afford any other payments.)
10. One of my son’s birthdays is Thursday and I do not know what to get for him.
11. I would actually like to celebrate my 30th birthday at some point in time, but that just means drinking the wine I was given as a gift.
12. At some point in time I would like to stop thinking of my birthday as bad luck.
13. I would like to use my ouija board at some point in time.
14. My eyes are starting to feel tired.
15. How can one person love so much?
16. I am nervous about school.
17. I need to check on my financial aid tomorrow.
18. I went to New York and I loved it!
19. I forgot to post about driving to New York to go bury my boyfriend’s grandpa.
20. Sometimes I wish I were not as skeptical and pessimistic, but I also feel it has helped me.
21. Now, it is time for me to try and sleep.

Good night everyone.

I am sending out good vibes and warm wishes to you all!

Mother’s Day… is just another day.

I may be a mother… but today is just another day. Things still have to be done. Things such as, dishes because they don’t wash themselves… laundry because it doesn’t just magically jump into a washing machine and turn itself on and once it is dried it does not fold itself and jump into drawers or closet.

I did get a bit more time to sleep, especially since last night I drank a whole bottle of wine and since I was alone in bed I did not sleep well at all. And, today I did get a homemade breakfast (around 11:30ish due to my meds) of stuffed french toast with strawberries.

So, here it is the end of an uneventful weekend. I want to be in bed by 9. Hopefully, I can make that happen.

I do hope that for all of  you who celebrate mother’s day,  I hope it was wonderful. And, I hope your up andv coming week is just as wonderful.

I am sending out good vibes and warm thoughts to you all.

Today is just….blah…

I had a hair appointment today to get my hair cut at the local J.C.Penney hair salon…. I had a card for a free hair cut that didn’t include any other purchase. When I arrived for my appointment they told me that I had to purchase something whether or not the card was for a free service… SO, no hair cut. I guess I am going to have to figure out how to cut my own hair.

My boyfriend left for work already and now I am home alone, no car, no phone…. And, my family is visiting this area, but they are not here to visit me. So, I am going to go sit on the couch and attempt to sleep, or open a bottle of wine and drink while I watch a bit of tv.

If I did get my hair cut, I was going to dye my hair after I got home… Well, I am not going to dye my hair either.

Today can just start back over and maybe it could start out differently and not just be….blah. Okay, here we go….. 1! 2! 3!……….. It didn’t work, but it was worth a try! Maybe it will get better. I mean it is the start of the weekend!