Anal probing

So, today I had an appointment with a new doctor, a gastroenterologist. I think this doctor owes me a dinner and/or a dessert. He stuck his finger into my sphincter and probed around a bit. Ugh, it was painful. Yes, I do like anal sex when I am in the mood for it, but I do not like fingers in my ass. I understand that may seem odd to some, but there is a difference between a dick and someone’s finger. I would still like to be touched all over with hands, during sex, than have to stop and have my boyfriend go wash his hands… but, with his dick we can have anal sex until we finish and then, we both can go shower. We would not have to stop in the middle just to wash off. Anyway, I was probed by the doctor and it was painful. As a conclusion, he set up an appointment for me to go back and have a procedure done to see what’s going on in there. It’s not a full colonoscopy, but a procedure less invasive. I don’t mind as long as they figure out why I am having certain problems…. I have blood in my stool some days, other days it is green and has mucous, and some days I have to go more than 3 times a day.

Since my diagnosis of interstitial cystitis, my body has had other problems. Hopefully, once I cycle off most of the meds, my body will repair itself and grow stronger! That is my goal anyway.

Tonight is the last night of one of the prescriptions I am on, a muscle relaxer. Tomorrow I will start to cycle off another one of the meds. I will just reduce the amount by half and after a week be done with it. By next Thursday I will be mixing one of the medicines in with the catheter medicine. That will put me at taking only 1 prescription by mouth, which is an antihistamine. My doctor said I shouldn’t get off of it until after memorial day due to the pollen and allergy season.

I look forward to the days coming up because, hopefully my body will be able to repair itself and I will not be a slave to all these medications.

Well, I hope that you all have a wonderful day and great rest of the week.

I am sending out good vibes and warm thoughts to you all.

That was painful.

My doctor appointment went fast, once I got called back there anyway. But, just because it went fast does not mean it was easy. As the doctor started with the taking of the pieces she needed, the pain started. I felt like vomiting it hurt so much. My boyfriend was in there watching as the Dr. scraped bloody pieces out. Now, for the more painful part, waiting. I wish I could get the results immediately, but it is going to take at least a week. My week until then, worry, worry, and maybe some more worrying… well, that is until my boyfriend kisses me and makes my mind go blank! So, I hope I will get good news with the results next week and I will let you know what happens.

Do I have to?

Tomorrow I have an appointment because I had high grade changes in my cells…. now, I already have pre-cancerous cells, but had them removed. Well, I was checked again and either they didn’t get them all or they have come back and it’s worse. I would rather not go but I have to if I want to keep my body healthy. One thing is for sure though, I am definitely going to have to take some pain meds beforehand because I already hurt, and I know it will make me hurt worse. If take some ibuprofen it will hopefully lessen the pain and cut it off before it starts. And, let’s hope the results are good!